This soul searching takes a lot out of you, especially if you are a person with little or no confidence in your own decisions anyway. I have been soul searching for nearly two years on whether to return to England (Burnley) or stay where I am, and where I never wanted to be. Sounds like a simple decision eh? Well, when you consider that all your immediate family is with you, and the people in your native home don't want you to come, it puts a different frame on it. I am trying not to think of what others think. That's what the doctor told me, but it's really hard if you are a caring person. I think you can soul search too long, that's the conclusion I'm coming to. One day I'll just book a flight for England and wonder what's hit me, lol!!
Blessings Ry |