[Lordmagic]

You will never be able to make up ur mind untill you have experienced summink of that nature. For example my Step Father was dying from cancer and his last wish was to sit on the beach with a beer, with Great Yarmouth being a big fave to both my mum and him I took them to the beech for a week, unfortunately we broke down along the way and this showed on my step fathers health, anyway we eventually got there and very nice too, it was the evening he died after having his last wish. Before he died he had a very distinct smell about him (slightly pungent) it was the cancer, its a smell that if you experience you will never forget it, its quite bad. after arranging the funeral details whilst still away from burnley we left a day later on the long journey home, for some reason we stopped for a break at exactly the same spot as we broke down, as we pulled in to the carpark we (my mother and I) at the same time breathed in the same smell as what my step father had....... It was really weired, this continued for about 6 months after, at any given time, other things that have occured are tapping noises coming from the spare room where he was passing time making a model airplane in the weeks towards his end, things continued to happen things where hidden, disapeared, re-appeared.